Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Someone to Call

I had a nightmare last night =/. I remember going to bed early at approximately 12.30am because I felt extremely exhausted from talking and studying and without thinking i automatically walked over to the light switch and flicked it off. Blackness. I hesitated for a moment and prceeded to my bed and went to sleep. I didn't dare open my eyes for the numerous minutes I was awake, I just held tightly onto Mocha and my blankets while curling myself up into a little balla nd lying on my right arm. Two hours later, I woke up in the exact same position - I dreamt that somebody was trying to kill me with a scarf and there was nothing I could do. I dreamt that I was actually going to die and in th midst of dreaming and waking up, I felt the pull on my neck and and and... =[ it felt really horrible. I was scared. When I opened my eyes again everything was still dark and too afraid to reach my hand out in the darkness for my phone, I decided to keep sleeping. But I couldn't >_<. I really needed to call someone at the time - I've never felt so scared waking up from a nightmare. I checked the time - 2.33am. "Maybe I should call someone =/." Closed my eyes for a bit. I couldn't think of anyone to call =(. Fell asleep.

I should really find someone I can call anytime - even in the middle of the night. Someone who's willing to listen to me anytime.

Note: will continue when I return from Imax tonight xD photos photos photos

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