Wishes

I wish I could make sure you always had the best - like laughter, rainbows, butterflies and health.

I wish I could take you anywhere you wanted to go and treat you to waterfalls, rivers, forests and mountaintops...

I wish I could make it possible for you to do anything you ever dreamed of, even if just for a day.

I wish I could keep you from ever being hurt or sad.

I wish that all your troubles and problems would disappear.

I wish I could package up all the memories that bring smiles to you and have them handy for your immediate enjoyment.






...I wish you could wish for me too.^_^

<3 Carmen.

Chances

I dogged school again and met up with Richardson from primary! haha haven't seen that guy for 5 to 6 years, he hasnt changed all that much but he is nicer than what I remember him being! =D (thats a compliment [;). Although they all spoke mando and I was a bit lost at first lol I surprisingly fitted in quiet well =D and had fun =] so yeah i guess today was worth it. Yay!

This is rather a private thing but since no one I know is reading it yet I guess it won't hurt to mention this. I fear chances yet I believe in them. At K today, when everybody else was singing (haha I dont hog the mic all the time okay?) I rolled a die. A very special die indeed^_^. I asked the die a question and if its even the answer is yes and if the outcome is odd then the answer is no. I was happy with the results to be honest and they were quite realistic. But yerr...arrghh!~~cbb blogging anymore. I shall sleep now! =O its almost 12am =[ and i'm off tomoro to study and search for a new dress to wear on Saturday to Big Uncle's 60th birthday =D.

Lat's dance! =D

I Don't Want to Die; Pepper Lunch; People are so f'd up!

Today actually turned out to be quite an interesting and random day. Okay, so firstly today we had our HSC drama group performance and seriously, at the time everyone was freaking out. It started at 12.15 pm but my whole class got there early in the morning with an intention to practise. However, at approximately 9.20am (I would assume) something very psycho yet funny yet random happened. My classmate Sam punched my other classmate Jake. At that moment I was actually feeling rather terrified for I was trapped in a corner by two six foot tall guys, and Jake (the larger one), at the time was being pushed by Sam - meaning if Jake fell on me, I would be pancake. Haha okay so he didn't fall on me..but still. Btw, that wasn't really the point. Well..I think Sam is having a lot of problems at home and failing his HSC really doesn't contribute to solving the problem - so yes, Sam does get angry very easily. After Ioanna broke them up (rofl! yes!~~ Ioanna was soo brave haha she's soo cute) sam stormed out of the room and I later found out from George and Helena that he tried to kill himself by standing on the road and in hope of a car running him over! WTF! =S Luckily Khalil saw him and pulled him onto the footpath and Sam apparently just sat on the footpath bawling his eyes out. It's sad, I really feel for that guy =[ but there is really nothing we can do about it I guess =S. Hmm...I reckon he really needs support and stuff - I just hope he doesnt kill us like that thing that happened in America! I dont want to die! I still gotta do the HSC o_0' rofl okay so maybe that wasn't the real reason =D.

Ooh btw, we did good in drama today! =D yay! relieved. went Pepper Lunch for dinner with Tongyun, Will and Mi-Hoa because everybody else dogged it ! (yes Isaac, Sorpor and Cheryl!) lol. I also invited Wayne but I realised very much later that I had forgotten to include the word "today" after "Let's go pepper lunch!" so he texted me 7 hours later asking me when I wanted to go. ROFL! yeah funny funny ^_^ oh well..i guess we can go again on saturday ~ intersting place this Pepper Lunch hehe.

Omg this is freaky man! I read this in the newspaper today =[.
*[Child skinned and eaten] - yes exactly wat that says. I cbb typing the whole thing up soo err i'll just briefly explain it. Mother and relatives torture 8year old and 10 year old son. 10 year old gets eaten. They go to court. Retarded. Wrong. Totally.
*A girl was burnt by a rival due to a 'suspected' kiss with her boyfriend. She was set up and the attacker just attacked her from a bush and lit her up in fire. The article describes her skin as "bubbling", her hair was gone, and half her face was peeling off! OMG i cant believe this. So f'd up =S.

So, today was a very interesting day actually. I still gotta fix up this blog o_0. I dont really know how to...but i'll figure it out maybe some other day when I'm not so distracted by... =]

First Blog!

Been meaning to create a blog for awhile now. This is different from all my other stuff - different from my diaries and my online diaries - those are more private whereas this I can just keep a record of my emotions and days in a more eased manner. =] Song lyrics, poems and quotes would surface as one explores, however, I'm not sure if this would be a constant thing for me. But nevertheless, this is the first step to a public display of me!~~~and this is my first blog!!

YAY!~~~*carmen dances around*