Carmen is growing up. =D
really...x) she thinks?
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
Hi Mum. Hi Sis.
Hi Mum. Hi Sis.
Shut up okay? >=[
Grr..okay I'm sorry for being rude butbutbut do u have to butt into everything I do and buy? Everything I buy, everything I do seems to be wrong to both of you.
"Your dress is too long." "You're overdoing it." "You think you're rich?" "You won;t look good in it." "It's too expensive." "You never think before you act." "You're this and you're that." ...
I shall remain calm >=[ .. for as long as I can. I do not talk back. I remain silent. I let them talk. I do not agree but I will not show that. Butbutbut sometimes...just f**k OFF! =[
sigh..sorry =[.
Shut up okay? >=[
Grr..okay I'm sorry for being rude butbutbut do u have to butt into everything I do and buy? Everything I buy, everything I do seems to be wrong to both of you.
"Your dress is too long." "You're overdoing it." "You think you're rich?" "You won;t look good in it." "It's too expensive." "You never think before you act." "You're this and you're that." ...
I shall remain calm >=[ .. for as long as I can. I do not talk back. I remain silent. I let them talk. I do not agree but I will not show that. Butbutbut sometimes...just f**k OFF! =[
sigh..sorry =[.
Monday, November 3, 2008
LET'S BE HAPPY xD
LET'S BE HAPPY YEAH!? xD
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
SMILE SMILE SMILE
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH
LIKE WE DO NOT HAVE A WORRY IN THE WORLD.
LET'S BE HAPPY LIKE WE MEAN IT.
LET'S BE HAPPY FOR ONE MINUTE, FOR THIS MINUTE.
LET'S NOT THINK ABOUT IT!
=D EVRYTHING WILL BE OKAY!
FOR HAPPINESS IS ALL WE'VE GOT AND ALL THAT WE'LL EVER HAVE...ONLY IF WE CHOOSE TO BE THAT WAY AND THINK THAT WAY.
..LET'S BE HAPPY. ^_^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
SMILE SMILE SMILE
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH
LIKE WE DO NOT HAVE A WORRY IN THE WORLD.
LET'S BE HAPPY LIKE WE MEAN IT.
LET'S BE HAPPY FOR ONE MINUTE, FOR THIS MINUTE.
LET'S NOT THINK ABOUT IT!
=D EVRYTHING WILL BE OKAY!
FOR HAPPINESS IS ALL WE'VE GOT AND ALL THAT WE'LL EVER HAVE...ONLY IF WE CHOOSE TO BE THAT WAY AND THINK THAT WAY.
..LET'S BE HAPPY. ^_^
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Bored.
Shit mann..HSC started...didn't blog at all for October rofl but don't get me wrong A LOT has happened...such as my daily UTS experiences; my DDR attempts; my financial crisis; HSC examinations - and many many more. But i Just have absolutely no energy left for such "blogging".
HSC Examinations.
4 down. 4 to go.
Business - OKAY laa =D
Paper 1 - awesome xD.
Paper 2 - =/
Chinese - haha fell asleep! x(
I'm gonna fail maths man..but hopefully with the help from my fellow selective school peers I should get band 4? o_0 or BAND 5! =D heehhe
Hmm..let's see. HSC isn't that bad you know, I don't know if this is the appropriate way to describe this, but like..for me HSC is almost like an escape. From the world. I know it sounds crazy but..then I can blame all my mood swings on the HSC. Mum is nicer to me ^_^; sumhow we all bond due to the HSC and we all understand what one another is going through. It feels like..at least now I am doing something and I have a goal now. What happens after HSC? PARTy!! xD ahaha but still..lol duno wat I'm trying to say but ok =D.
"You don't have to tell me everything, but don't lie to me."
Okay? ^_^
Life is so dramatic for me..as usual ^_^. I don't want to blog anymore. Got too much to write about. haha...ciao! Can't wait till maths is over! =]
P.s. Two Lies so far x(
P.s.s. 31 days now =D.
P.s.s.s. I won't act on others' words. I will believe anything you tell me, even if you didn't mean it, I would still believe u. Because I am Carmen, and You are You. The end =D.
HSC Examinations.
4 down. 4 to go.
Business - OKAY laa =D
Paper 1 - awesome xD.
Paper 2 - =/
Chinese - haha fell asleep! x(
I'm gonna fail maths man..but hopefully with the help from my fellow selective school peers I should get band 4? o_0 or BAND 5! =D heehhe
Hmm..let's see. HSC isn't that bad you know, I don't know if this is the appropriate way to describe this, but like..for me HSC is almost like an escape. From the world. I know it sounds crazy but..then I can blame all my mood swings on the HSC. Mum is nicer to me ^_^; sumhow we all bond due to the HSC and we all understand what one another is going through. It feels like..at least now I am doing something and I have a goal now. What happens after HSC? PARTy!! xD ahaha but still..lol duno wat I'm trying to say but ok =D.
"You don't have to tell me everything, but don't lie to me."
Okay? ^_^
Life is so dramatic for me..as usual ^_^. I don't want to blog anymore. Got too much to write about. haha...ciao! Can't wait till maths is over! =]
P.s. Two Lies so far x(
P.s.s. 31 days now =D.
P.s.s.s. I won't act on others' words. I will believe anything you tell me, even if you didn't mean it, I would still believe u. Because I am Carmen, and You are You. The end =D.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
戴上我的愛
What am I doing before my Business Studies HSC examination? Singing =.="
bwahaha this song is awesome xD soo sweet ^_^! xD
戴上我的愛 - 潘瑋柏
作詞：李念和 作我曲：Terry Lee 編曲：Rhythm Elisha Tee 女聲：王珞丹
(女)戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
RAP:
今晚星空看來有些怪
我望著妳 心裡話我不能再等待
有一些感概 添加著期待
一路走來 有妳有我的日子很浪漫
我還記得 第一場電影我們一起看
想要偷偷牽妳手 卻又不夠勇敢
Ha ha 想起當時一直狂飄汗
但現在慢慢已經成為一種甜蜜習慣(hey)
2月14第一個燭光晚
擢I不多但是相對價值很可觀
眼睛注視著妳祈求時針慢慢的轉
紅酒漸漸讓妳微醺躺在我的臂彎
see baby girl 每滴回憶我都印在腦海
但還有更多經典回憶值得一起等待
上輩子的愛 今世的戀愛
今世還是請妳戴上我的愛
(合)到底會是情人或是朋友
什麼時候我們才跨得過
還欠些感動
你站在我的背後 輕輕對我說
讓我 為妳戴上我的愛[戴上我的愛]
最幸福的人 是我
RAP:
當妳寂寞的時候妳會否想起我
當妳難過的時候妳是否想到我
當妳開心的時候妳會否打給我
電話上問我 幸福是什麼
幸福就是什麼話也不必再多說
兩人互看幾個鐘頭也不嫌久
問候總是帶著即將見面的衝動
累不累 想不想睡 需不需要我陪
妳說有我在身邊妳才能安心的睡
萬事不用擔心 讓我擦去妳的
如果遇上別的女孩 你問我會不會追
我向妳保證 我絕對不會
因為認真愛我的妳才是無缺完美
我會輕輕在妳心上貼上小心易碎
如果前世有罪 今世不可畏
今世還是選擇彼此一起去面對
(合)並不是相愛的人 全都能夠
在茫茫人海 相遇 你和我
還欠些感動
你握起我的右手 套上了永遠
讓我 為你戴上我的愛(戴上我的愛 這刻)
最幸福的人 是我
RAP:
如果是天意的安排 讓我們相遇相愛
我盼望有一天 能彼此互換戒環
今生換了角色場地 我也絕不更改
讓世人見證酗U的承諾我對妳的愛
我知道有時候我會讓妳心煩
我也知道有時候我真的慢半拍
但我會守護著妳直到頭髮全都變白
愛意不會隨著眉毛顏色慢慢轉淡
記憶可能隨著年紀逐漸凋零衰老
但戒環上永遠刻著祝福白頭到老(永遠)完美的一天
天時地利人和感動氣氛毫無缺陷
未來日子裡 雙手請交給我牽
我願意為了你 賭上我所有一切
前世欠的愛 今世加倍還
今晚願不願意戴上這只戒環
(女)戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
戴上我的愛
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
(男)這首歌 只屬於我愛的人
今晚 只屬於我和你
白頭到老 永遠 和一輩子
bwahaha this song is awesome xD soo sweet ^_^! xD
戴上我的愛 - 潘瑋柏
作詞：李念和 作我曲：Terry Lee 編曲：Rhythm Elisha Tee 女聲：王珞丹
(女)戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
RAP:
今晚星空看來有些怪
我望著妳 心裡話我不能再等待
有一些感概 添加著期待
一路走來 有妳有我的日子很浪漫
我還記得 第一場電影我們一起看
想要偷偷牽妳手 卻又不夠勇敢
Ha ha 想起當時一直狂飄汗
但現在慢慢已經成為一種甜蜜習慣(hey)
2月14第一個燭光晚
擢I不多但是相對價值很可觀
眼睛注視著妳祈求時針慢慢的轉
紅酒漸漸讓妳微醺躺在我的臂彎
see baby girl 每滴回憶我都印在腦海
但還有更多經典回憶值得一起等待
上輩子的愛 今世的戀愛
今世還是請妳戴上我的愛
(合)到底會是情人或是朋友
什麼時候我們才跨得過
還欠些感動
你站在我的背後 輕輕對我說
讓我 為妳戴上我的愛[戴上我的愛]
最幸福的人 是我
RAP:
當妳寂寞的時候妳會否想起我
當妳難過的時候妳是否想到我
當妳開心的時候妳會否打給我
電話上問我 幸福是什麼
幸福就是什麼話也不必再多說
兩人互看幾個鐘頭也不嫌久
問候總是帶著即將見面的衝動
累不累 想不想睡 需不需要我陪
妳說有我在身邊妳才能安心的睡
萬事不用擔心 讓我擦去妳的
如果遇上別的女孩 你問我會不會追
我向妳保證 我絕對不會
因為認真愛我的妳才是無缺完美
我會輕輕在妳心上貼上小心易碎
如果前世有罪 今世不可畏
今世還是選擇彼此一起去面對
(合)並不是相愛的人 全都能夠
在茫茫人海 相遇 你和我
還欠些感動
你握起我的右手 套上了永遠
讓我 為你戴上我的愛(戴上我的愛 這刻)
最幸福的人 是我
RAP:
如果是天意的安排 讓我們相遇相愛
我盼望有一天 能彼此互換戒環
今生換了角色場地 我也絕不更改
讓世人見證酗U的承諾我對妳的愛
我知道有時候我會讓妳心煩
我也知道有時候我真的慢半拍
但我會守護著妳直到頭髮全都變白
愛意不會隨著眉毛顏色慢慢轉淡
記憶可能隨著年紀逐漸凋零衰老
但戒環上永遠刻著祝福白頭到老(永遠)完美的一天
天時地利人和感動氣氛毫無缺陷
未來日子裡 雙手請交給我牽
我願意為了你 賭上我所有一切
前世欠的愛 今世加倍還
今晚願不願意戴上這只戒環
(女)戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
戴上我的愛
心海 閃亮著金色的期盼
戴上我的愛
今晚 環繞在幸福的等待
(男)這首歌 只屬於我愛的人
今晚 只屬於我和你
白頭到老 永遠 和一輩子
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Saying Bye
The fact that school has finally come to an end for me hasn't really sunk in until today when my Mum started talking to me about my Grandma. Although the two absolutely does not relate to each other in any way, the fact that my Grandpa went to hospital not long after my Grandma came out brought me to my conscience that life is so vulnerable and made me re-evaluate all the things that I have and don't have.
xXx..I don't miss school. As simple as that. At least not yet I guess. Surprisingly, nobody but Laura W. and Stewie cried at Graduation. It is rather ironic actually, Thursday (Graduation Day) was actually the only time I saw EVERYBODY at school in a really long time and it is ironic because we all went to celebrate the time of departure, and never really cherished the times we had with each other throughout the past years. I think many people are just glad to be able to finally get the hell out of this hole - this strange yet way too familiar hole we have shared for the past six years. And now we are all departing, yet I do not even feel a slight sense of distress.
xXx..Now that I think of it, I've actually only spoken to both my Grandma and Grandpa for no more than 3 tmes this year, considering the fact that we live right next to each other!Sometimes I don't understand why we have to be like this. I only found out that my Grandma went to hospital after she came out from the hospital. How effed up is that? =O And we live right next to each other! Today while I was sitting in the backyard eating my ice-cream and looking at the clouds, I suddenly heard a continuous cry coming from next door. I stopped doing what I was doing and listened carefully - it wasn;t the radio, nor the TV, nor was I imagining it. I recognised my Grandma's voice. She kept calling out for my mum and my auntie's name and nobody was answering her. Just as I was about to rush over to her house, for I was afraid that she might've fallen over and nobody was home to take care of her, my cousin's sudden reply startled me. "Are you crazy? I told you my mum was in Campsie! Stop yelling." After hearing that I think I paused for 2 minutes and thought about what just happened. Did my cousin just call my Grandma crazy? =/ I couldn't do much. So I went back inside. Because I am in no position to be disgusted nor to be mad at the lack of attention she is receiving from her grandchildren and children. Because I am one of them =/. Later on I told my mum about the incident and told her to try spend more time with Grandma - because she isn't crazy, she's just scared. Like everybody else. Scared of being left behind.
xXx..So that's it for now. Too much info x(~! Haha my brain ain't functioning properly. So I'll blog another time.
P.S. I never finished my last post >=/! Oh wells =P
P.S.S. MSN stuffing up! =[
xXx..I don't miss school. As simple as that. At least not yet I guess. Surprisingly, nobody but Laura W. and Stewie cried at Graduation. It is rather ironic actually, Thursday (Graduation Day) was actually the only time I saw EVERYBODY at school in a really long time and it is ironic because we all went to celebrate the time of departure, and never really cherished the times we had with each other throughout the past years. I think many people are just glad to be able to finally get the hell out of this hole - this strange yet way too familiar hole we have shared for the past six years. And now we are all departing, yet I do not even feel a slight sense of distress.
xXx..Now that I think of it, I've actually only spoken to both my Grandma and Grandpa for no more than 3 tmes this year, considering the fact that we live right next to each other!Sometimes I don't understand why we have to be like this. I only found out that my Grandma went to hospital after she came out from the hospital. How effed up is that? =O And we live right next to each other! Today while I was sitting in the backyard eating my ice-cream and looking at the clouds, I suddenly heard a continuous cry coming from next door. I stopped doing what I was doing and listened carefully - it wasn;t the radio, nor the TV, nor was I imagining it. I recognised my Grandma's voice. She kept calling out for my mum and my auntie's name and nobody was answering her. Just as I was about to rush over to her house, for I was afraid that she might've fallen over and nobody was home to take care of her, my cousin's sudden reply startled me. "Are you crazy? I told you my mum was in Campsie! Stop yelling." After hearing that I think I paused for 2 minutes and thought about what just happened. Did my cousin just call my Grandma crazy? =/ I couldn't do much. So I went back inside. Because I am in no position to be disgusted nor to be mad at the lack of attention she is receiving from her grandchildren and children. Because I am one of them =/. Later on I told my mum about the incident and told her to try spend more time with Grandma - because she isn't crazy, she's just scared. Like everybody else. Scared of being left behind.
xXx..So that's it for now. Too much info x(~! Haha my brain ain't functioning properly. So I'll blog another time.
P.S. I never finished my last post >=/! Oh wells =P
P.S.S. MSN stuffing up! =[
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